dont you just hate it when nothing goes according to plan?
when everything around you is just falling apart?

when your family is going crazy,
friends cease contact,
and when you finally take a step back and look
at your "relationship" its just a disappointment?
when everything you had been hoping for just sort of came back to haunt you
and now you dont have anything left, not even what you need?

sadly, i still dont regret anything ive done or said this summer.
its all been for the better.
ive changed a few lives and mine has surely been changed.
lets just hope times like these dont last too long.
with the way Mike's acting,
im not sure if he hasnt driven himself crazy.

it needs to rain.
i need to run.
i need really good music.
i need to love and be loved.

is that too much to ask?